Bedtime Ritual

The routine is fix daily if daddy is not in. From 8:30pm - milk, change of diaper, brush teeth, and off Joel goes to our room. Fan's on, lights off, and I leave him alone in there. Sometimes he calls for me, sometimes he quietly lie on the bed (like now).

I cant wait to scurry him off to the bedroom by 9pm, I have to work. And this has taken up alot of my time. I have no time to talk to him, no time to read him story books. My ex boss said its very important but I dont have the time for it.

I felt sorry for him. Let's hope life will be much better for us this year! Pray for good changes. I long to watch my 9pm serial, I want to just do nothing and be a couch potato!